Don't worry I'm not staying.

Just wanted to say I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings the other night, like someone said to me recently I lack some measure of empathy.

I didn't realise that my word carried any weight at all, I'm still a bit taken aback by some of your reactions to what I said, some I did expect though.

I wasn't in the best of moods that night and I've never really felt comfortable with the 'nice' attitude of your forum, I'm aware that's totally my issue though, you're all lovely people, but I'm a sad lonely person unable to really make proper friendships with people, it baffles me a bit all that. So I probably was just being a bit bitter about that? Is that what you wanted to know the other night thoureu?

So sorry, I hope your forum goes from strength to strength.

Friendships and things confuse me too hollow I sometimes look upon people and what they say with great scrutiny and intensity (online mainly). I also react badly and get hurt easily if I think I've pissed them off, or if they do something innocuous that pisses me off.

I take things to heart too much. Also I tend to type without thinking, I'm a knee jerky fucker

I'm sure the person will accept your apology

I say things You know me, with my random spontaneous conclusions

Btw I said something about you that you may not take kindly to down in the private sections...forgive me

I gave you a thanks and you didnt even insult me =)

+1000 for being a real person. I have always liked you and know you fly off the handle like I do sometimes. =D

Apologizing on the internet is priceless brother.

Bluegrazz wrote:
That's the thing I kind of insulted you all, I honestly didn't think it was that bad until that poster put it all together...oops.

I've implied there is a nefarious intention behind this forum too, and I've only the most paranoid of notions to back that up.

I mean it's possible but so what? hmmm I think I may have been having one of my 'funny' turns the last few days.

Forgive me?

By the way the apology is not for oioioi and dantes revival, I'll take being called a 'backstabbing bastard' by dub cause I like him.

You have my respect for your apology Zeph/Hollow.
Many could not rise to that, especially on the net where people appear to be unreal/disposable.

We all fuck up, intentionally or unintentionally, It's how we handle it that matters.
Well played sir.

Thankyou zeph

For what it is worth as far as I am concerned we all have our 'moments' and no one is perfect - Things get said but as has already been expressed it is how a person deals with fallouts or 'moments' that really is the measure. The hand of friendship is always going to be here should you want, need or feel able to take it - what is done is done - onwards and upwards and all that

thoreau

hollowII wrote:
Hey man anythings possible and you arent the only one to question these things, and personally, speaking for myself, im not offended that you do. I did try and explain briefly how this place came to be in 'that' thread, that it wasnt planned and just kind of happened.

I have read over there and there are more who think it.

Let em think, i know its not true, so it doesnt bother me.

In fact if they were there when we were discussing/debating in which country to host the server, and saw our process of elimination they might think differently.

rent-a-mod wrote:
Did I miss any?

Yer a grassing twat. That help with the "niceness" of the place?

hollowII wrote:
everything I have said apart from the "ugly cunt" insult that could be considered subjective is based on what you have said and your actions, don't try and make this about me or oioioi.

rent-a-mod wrote:
Because you are one.

hollowII wrote:

We all fly off the handle every now and then. I respect every one on here sometimes may not agree with everyone.Ive got a mate whos a marxist and i dont like his views at all and we have some right arguments in the pubs but as people we just get on great.

Ive had some right arguments with oi oi oi but as a person i could still sit and have a pint with him no trouble at all. Views and people are different.

nirvana wrote:
Just the one?

Cheers zep, appreciated. Next time you're around, do me a favour lad and open your PM's

See you around...

dantesrevival wrote:
Oh believe me you were an afterthought at best, I just didn't want you to think I was apologising to you or that, the thought of it makes me feel quite sick.

Its not about you or that, it couldn't be more not about you, like breadcrumbs on a radar screen you are, small and of no consequence.

oioioi wrote:
Please stop acting like you have any moral authority over me, although I regret potentially offending my friends, I will NEVER be as despicable as you.

And you know it.

Anyway I will reply no more to those two clowns, and get my arse back to the DIF.

Good luck most of you.

hollowII wrote:
Oh really?

So what have I done that is worse than betraying dubs trust and grassing?

hollowII wrote:
Of course you won't.

A spineless grassing twat.

And that's a fact.

take it easy pal. all this drama has people at high tension lol

See you on the other side!