We all felt for you.
My own dad is on his last legs now, its something I fear coming on a daily basis.

Ab Origine wrote:
Don't sweat it bruv, I'm just relieved to hear you didn't tumble into a huge black hole of depression.



p.s. You're still a twunt though.

Ab Origine wrote:
Aww, Abs. So sorry about your father.

andyh wrote:
Sorry to hear that Andy. We're all here for you if you need.

cantata wrote:
Thanks cantata - that's actually the thread that made me decide to kill her off, tbh. I was a bit overwhelmed at the support everyone offered and realised that perhaps, people liked her more than me.

Bitch.

batou wrote:
Aye.
In my experience people with nothing to hide challenge their critics with relish, not mute them.

featheredfish wrote:
I would love it if people noticed and questioned but having seen how well modgate and forumgate were hushed up so that some had no idea about what went on I suspect that our bannings will g unnoticed by all but those who were regularly challenged - and even if noticed they are unable to question or talk about it.

I can only hope that a few of the more reasonable moderators take a stand - but again I doubt that will happen.

On the plus side the other half is doing the dance of joy (quite literally complete with sith robes and massive grin) in response to my account ban - he hated me posting there due to its negative affect.

Ab was Madam F??!

I'm sorry about your dad ab.

Damn...I thought I might have been in there at one point as well when Madam F said about me "who wouldn't want a slice of that pie "
Well lots of people wouldn't ain't that the truth

You did a tremendous job ab, you had me mostly fooled after a while, it always nagged at me though.

thoreau wrote:
He's right, it does have a hell of a negative effect.

I feel like a clouds been lifted off me, it's like having the drug monkey off your back if you know what I mean.
My simply not posting there anymore has had more of a powerful effect than I could ever have done by arguing with all the divide and conquer bigots.

thoreau wrote:
Have to agree with your OH, Thor.

You are way to good for that place. Honestly, I felt tons better about just about EVERYTHING within a few days of not being there.

I really realised what an effect it had been having on me when I asked for my account to be deactivated the first time.

I got myself motivated, learned new skills, did some house-keeping...all good stuff.

It's also nice to just get through a day without someone telling you that what you are is sick or wrong or that you're just plain evil.

Anyway - we have you here now.

irrepressible wrote:
Sorry irre.

You did make me come over all 'motherly' for some reason...

And I wasn't joking about people wanting 'a slice of that pie'. I think you are top banana and I think you were feeling a bit blue that particular day, so I told ya so!

I'm aloud to say this: "No-homo". OK?

Ab Origine wrote:

andyh wrote:
Actually, if there is anything to that whole LOA stuff, people that spend their lives on that forum are storing themselves up for a whole heap of nasty stuff, too.

I can kind of see how that works now, being away from it. I mean, I know terrible stuff happens every day, but there really is no useful purpose in wallowing in it every second. Besides which, the msm do a good enough job of reminding us just how awful everything is every day.

I'm quite sure they don't need any more help.

Ab Origine wrote:
That's the problem, women want to mother me or be my friend, when I should really be making them flood their knickers.
I had more mojo as a 10 year old.

I'm getting my testosterone checked soon, for real, seriously.

but who cares

this panda, hes here to help you guys.

batou wrote:

So sorry to hear about your Dad Ab.

You were fantastic as Madam F.

yeah the cloud has been removed - I am not an angry person by nature but that place had me all which is not good for anyone - gotta give it to em though they are damned efficient at a cover up - perhaps we should forward seans details onto murdoch - sometimes I crack myself up!!

For whichever admin it was who banned me - thankyou - you have done me a huge favour.

@abs ty for your sweet words - I knew you were mf - so never felt misled in anyway - even if I hadnt of known its a forum and we all have usernames of our own creation.

C'mon i_am, ban my account. I'm never going back to the DIF. Not back to the utter bollocks Icke spouts.
Apart from utter nonsense, I don't like racism, homophobia, and mass trolling either.

You probably won't do it just to bug me, yer control freak yer

Forgot to say. I gave at least 7 people the link for the sanctum.